With two long weeks to go, I am exhausted.  I look forward to moving on in whatever direction the court sees fit, I suppose.  As long as I can get to moving on somewhere.  It is the mental exhaustion of waiting for the inevitable.  I will try to stay in the moment and understand that I will move on from this.  This is just a temporary situation.  I have no regrets and will spend the next two weeks deep in thought and meditation.  

"Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes."

Mahatma Gandhi